Every Conversation has an end.
That feeling when you see that girl.
And then you try to look at her in a way she can’t observe that you are starring at her by avoiding eye contact, at first it is just a simple attraction which you try to get over it by distracting yourself in other stuff, and you may be successful in that but as soon as you look around you see her again and she end up distracting you in your stuff.
That feeling when she initiates to talk to you.No, not that time but later after a few minutes she tries to talk to you by sharing her stuff with you,(from a distance) and at that time instead of thinking, you just answer rapidly and you try to answer by speaking less and nodding more(because you don’t think rapidly, you answer rapidly at that moment *for obvious reasons*)
Then after that, while she carries on with her work, you start to think why I didn’t start a conversation at that time(probably because you were not thinking much), or should I start one now if it’s not too late(trust me it’s never too late to start a conversation with someone) or should I wait if she tries to talk with me again(no don’t do that).
Then after thinking for a while you decide to talk to her, and you go and sit/stand next to her(she sees you coming towards her and you look into her eyes ). You both talk to each other for a while as it was an accident that you met her so you basically talk about each others profession and other basic stuff. You are happily talking to her and she is also happily interested talking to you(you can only presume that).
You don’t want to end that conversation because the conversation you are having is the best conversation of your day and it made your day, you have a lot of things to share with her but at last you know the harsh reality of life that Every conversation has an end (in this situation yes it is harsh reality).Then at last she says she has to leave and you can’t do anything about that but to accept the fact that she is actually leaving so you ask her to to talk again sometime, and it was really nice talking to you(you’ll realise that actually it is nice).
She has left and you carry on.
Now you are happy, you keep smiling and thinking about that conversation and visualising it in your mind, you try to remember every bit of it. And for hours it goes constantly like that(if you are not hugely interrupted). You try to make that conversation in you mind and add more things to it and make it more better and this goes on………
THAT FEELING WHEN YOU WRITE A BLOG ABOUT HER(CONVERSATION WITH HER)